Why does my life feel like it's falling apart every few years?

Why does my life feel like it's falling apart every few years? I spent all morning staring at my chart, trying to find a reason why the ground keeps shifting under my feet just when I think I've built something solid. A few years back, when Saturn was squaring my natal Mercury, I lost a career path I’d spent a decade on. It felt like I was being erased.

But look at today. The Moon is moving through Shatabhisha, that 'hundred healers' energy, which asks us to pull the thorns out of our own side. It's intense. Mars is lingering at the very edge of Pisces, ready to jump into Aries, and it feels like a fever breaking. You're likely exhausted. You're likely grieving a version of yourself that doesn't exist anymore.

Sometimes we blame our transits, but maybe the transits are just echoing our own refusal to let go. I use the Vyom app just to track these cycles so I don't feel like I'm losing my mind when the friction starts. It’s not about predicting the future. It’s about knowing when it's time to stop fighting the current.

Are you in a spot where you feel like you're dismantling your own house just to see what the foundation is made of? Because that's what today feels like. Shatabhisha doesn't just heal; it reveals the rot so you can actually do something about it. It’s messy. It’s uncomfortable. But you aren't falling apart. You’re being asked to see what’s actually left once the noise stops.